hey everyone!

life is so busy...But thats ok....oh! I got a new job. And cant wait to move to bigger and better thing. Life is treating me good....no complaints here. So, being single is great!! Im lovin IT!!!!

ok bye

I feel so old..haha....I feel like there is nothing to do. All I ever do is work. I hate it. And I'm not saying that I hate my jobs but I hate the same old thing all the time I need to do something fun and new!!! I hate not doing anything new I like change....I miss my old life when I had a life....I never do anything anymore.

So I move out soon. I'm kind of scared. Everyone is telling me "you can't do it" well what I have to say to them is f**k you! I can!!! I can do what I want and when I want to.....I hate how everyone thinks they have control over me well....they don't......they never will....And I CAN LOVE WHO I WANT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry I needed to get that out 

God you know what the hardest thing I have every had to do is say good bye. I wish there was never a good bye maybe......only a see yah later....But even that is hard. man.... I would do anything thing to be near you I miss you so much. Don't get me wrong I don't hate you. You needed to do this for you and thats okay. More power to you. I just really miss you......

There is so much stuff going on right now in my life.......I don't even know where to start......well, I got a apartment its really cute. I can't wait to move in. AHH... I work all the time. I've lost more weight and I dyed my hair. I like it thou...Well....when I think about it not to much is going on.. Me and Troy are doing great. I love him.....And the family is good. I want my brother to have babies I want to be an aunt. Ahhh...I haven't really talked to anyone really lately...Oh it was so sad my friend from work just died like less then 2 weeks ago...I was really upset she was the best...love you ash....but she is in a better place were there is no pain... But things are getting better.... I feel a lot better and a lot happier.

adri*